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  My Psalms Psalm 00 For Andrew When he woke up weary in his army camp dormitory room I'm very tired and weary, I can't find rest anywhere. I can't enjoy God. I find disturbance everywhere I go, even when I go to bed. My dreams annoy me everyday. I feel like I'm in a misery that doesn't seem to have an end. Do God still listens to me? Do my prayers still have any meaning? I feel like everything I love is being taken from me one by one. I don't know how much pressure I can hold before breaking down? How many hits I can take before falling off? My enemies surround me from every side, like a sheep is surrounded by a pack of wolves, with every breath I take I feel their eyes on me. I wonder: where is the table you promised to set before me in front of them? I have put all my trust in You, You are the only hope I have got. I look inside me and I feel pain, around me and I see fears, so I'm looking up to you Jesus, for You are my Salvation. August 2023